I AM THE ONLY ONE WHO KNOWS MY PAIN

Im trying to erase your scent now
Im trying to find my life now
Can you please take away all the promises you made? Even the petty habits, even the small memories
just like the way you were with that girl
so that only for tonight, id be able to forget you
you place your hand on the hip of first girl you see
in the loud i shout out louder for you
you seem like you dont even hear a thing 

Tonight, ill also forget you for a while
ill erase all the pictures of you and me on my desk
its tiring, i want to escape from you but
why do i keep remembering you? 

When this night completely ends
seems like ill be left alone in my room
seems like ill be crying like a fool
i still see you in my dreams
now ill let you goyou shouldnt look for me again either 

HAH ,TERSALAH CAKAP >.<''

OH , SHIT .i am so embarraced bila Sally salah cakap kat Lemon .HAHA lol

aduuu, malu ehhh .

Sally mok padah Sally xsuka lakie nok kenja tapi lupak mok tekan 'X' .

err ,mesti nya pikey lain .adoo .>.<'

WHAT AM I DOING! STUPID LAA .EE malu ehh .

huh ~ lemon will think that im a BAD GIRL . 

HAH BODOH LA KAMU SALLY  ' little cousin said '

mesti Lemon lue pdh lam ati daktok 'ALA, REJECT LA'

oh , lemon i hope that u'll never say like that .PLEASE .haha LOL >.<'

Honestly, I LOVE YOU :")

FIRST MEET

okay, today i wanna tell something 'bout the person that i really really LIKE.

his name was Raymond Law also known as Lemon .

he was nice person , caring and stylish .

i knew him during K-POP competition at Bintulu .

he was a dancer .great dancer but unfortunetly, their group got consolation prize only :"( .

what my opinion , their group better than others group laa .

i dont know why judges damn stupid and mybe blind didnt choosed their group . haiyaa~~

KNOWING HIM FROM FACEBOOK

sometimes, when i saw he was online, i feel that i want to chat with him .

but , because of AFRAID and SHY sally tak dpat apa2 .just puteh mata oo  .huh ~

anything  that i posted at my wall  he will LIKE it .

but , he didnt knew that everything i put as my status it was all about him .

HIS STATUS IS ALL 'BOUT...

when i read  about his status , its seems that he mean someone .

status dia banyak emotional laa , but memang beruntung laa 'perempuan' yg selalu dia crita tuu . 

But, sometimes sally perasan laa bila baca status dia .HAHA .annoying kan~ :D :D

DEACTIVATED FB , OH NOOOO~

yaa , sudah menjdi kepastian buat sally bila jer waktu online directly view dia punya fb .

but, that day i can't open view his fb .when i click click click ` THE PAGE WAS NOT FOUND`

hahhh , whatttttttt~~ im sreaming .

firstly, i thought that he was BLOCKing me .

but, HAHA , no laa .dia deactived fb dia .HAHAHA HAHA *happy*

masa tuu cun jugak dia online so, he tell me that he want to deactived his fb .huh ~ lega rasanya 

that makes me really happiest time both of us chit chat :

RAYMOND : kmk mok deactived fb tok . :)

ME               : aie,, kenak :"(

RAYMOND : terpaksa .ada jak klayi lak .

ME               : terpaksa? .klayi? spa klayi?

RAYMOND : ada laa org ya mdh kmk kaco grek nya .

ME               : oh, ktk nang kaco grek nya nak :D

RAYMOND : aiee, neda .ehh, mn ktk da pa2 text me kaa tok num ka ********** :)

ME               : oh, okay .thanks :)  

START TEXTING HIM >.<

wahh ~ first2 ,sally takut nak text .malu baa >.< HAHA 

then , as usually tanya nya apahal xactive fb gik .

texting punya texting nya xeply maybe i think his credit done ordy . :")

but, lastly my watch shown 12.25 am suddenly `NEW MESSAGE FROM LEMON`

open and he wrote GUDNITE DEAR, T'CARE . :")

                                 ~THE END~

THIS IS MY CONFESSION

Some say it's not over `till it's over
guess this is really over now
there's something I gotta say before I let u go
Listen


when u have a fight with her
sometimes u cry
and feel sad and blue
I become hopeful
my heart aches secretly
then just a hint of your smile
can make me feel fine again
to keep u from figuring out how I feel about u
i hold my breath, bite my lips
baby, please leave her and come to me


dear, please don't take her hand
because u should be mine
I've been waiting for you for so long
please look at me now


u never knew how I felt about you
and i hated u so
sometimes I wished u would be unhappy


now, I have no more tear left to cry
when i'm by myself I talk to u like u're here
I've felt so restless every night
maybe I`ve known all along this would happen
I close my eyes and dream an endless dream
please leave her and come to me 


so now, the rest of your life with her
please be happy with her
so that I can forget u althought its hard for me to let u go
please forget how miserable I looked
It's going to be unbearably hard for me
for a long while to come </3
`i hope u read this and let u know how much u mean to me` =,='

kang minhyuk (CNBLUE)

FAMOUS

One, the shoes that i wear without much thought
Two, the pose that i keep striking whenever i want
Three, the lipstick that i carelessly apply, slightly slightly


are you jealous of every little things about my style?
but u can't copy me so carelessly
if u want, follow me, try to follow my style


looking at me again and again
everyone crowds around me
they see me and scream the never ending flash
do u want to act like me? do u want to be like me?
follow my moves, boom boom shake your boom 
i;m always a hot it hot it hot issues .

SORRY BOY

Boy ,

i still regret a lot

i wanna turn back time

even if i try to erase your presence

and even your name

i can't forget u

i, who pushed your clinging body away

i, who regretted after sending you away

i miss you miss you

when the time passes ans passees

when the pain becomes a memory

if u can return to me with that

kind of heart that loved me again

im sorry boy  

my mind was blank, i go crazy from the thought of u

no matter how much i call

and call agan u arent here

just me who is crumbling without u is left here

why didnt u get hold of me your back then

looking at myself regretting after sending u away

like this i miss u i need u

stand by me, i cant forget u im swear

                                                -Honestly by-

                                                     sally

::SARANGHAE OPPA::

its a lie  its a lie

we can’t end it like this come back again, please come back i can’t believe that

you're leaving me

i should try saying something to you

 though there’s no use in it this isn’t it, i won’t believe in this truth 

this is all a lie

it’s not the truth i won’t believe any more of this i asked many times not to leave me this is a lie you’re no longer beside me this is the truth i don’t want to believe it though i ask you numerous           times to come back again,all of this has to be a lie

it’s a fact

my brain knows it’s true, but my heart won’t accept it i can’t believe it unknowingly, everything i knew now seems like an obsession this situation that suddenly fell over my head,i can no longer control it i can’t empty you but i’ll try to erase you i’ll rewrite the story of you and i . .