IM OKAY

waa~ my cute BUG bunny watch shown the TIME was 1.30 am
BUT why my EYES still cant SLEEP aa *something wrong with my eyes xD*
okay , i am really SATISFIED what he said to me just now .
nahh, that true bah he like SOMEONE else .
at least , he tell me the truth that he like someone its BETTER laa sbelom Sally makin PERASAN xD


 when he said " i like a girl its been 4 years i like her but still nothing happen" i accidentally feel pity to HIM 

so, now i know why his STATUS more says IM WAITING~
that GIRL was very LUCKY bcoz someone waiting for HER until today *luckyluckylucky*
i dont know why that GIRL doesnt LIKE him 
he's NICE BAHH HANSOME INTELLIGENT gik yaa huuu ~


some people says that IN A RELATIONSHIP was AWESOME and some says BORING*i dont know bcoz i never feel it before*
for me its better SINGLE bcoz i can do anything what i WANT and no one can HURT me 
but eventhough IM SINGLE sally tak cakap laa kt SEMUA org sally SINGLE *just keep it up*
im single but im not brag about . it its better not to tell .
Usually, we can see that many people will says they was SINGLE and put as their STATUS haha lol actually teringin Sally mok padah  " u are single but u want to tell the whole world that u are single .For what? u think that people can terus become ur gerek kaa? If it does, gerenti tak sampai sebulan dah putus " .~ haha >.<


talk 'bout GEREK .sometimes when we choose wrong  person we can get TROUBLE .yaa ~ that true oo .just like my FRIEND he's GIRLFRIEND was 'gold digger' everytime when they hangout my friend will spend all his MONEY to his girl for shopping .and i said " oi, why u spend all ur money haa? and he said "i love her baa " . ==''
kalau Sally laa oo , if im RICH i will donate to all the poor and the orphans and then i will be known for doing good things and be call DATIN SALLY muka saya mcm jahat tpi hati baikk tolong org .HAHA xDxDxD


err ~ i MISS my BROTHER .at midnight he gave me ONE MESSAGE " sally abg pat g KOREA ehh:D " huh~ WHAT THE HECK im so fuckin jealous ooo . its sokay laa one day i will and i CAN  go there HELLO KOREA HERE I COME *god willing me*
most thing i miss my brother when he get ANGRY he will NEVER say 'jibai' or 'lanjiao' to anybody including me BUT shit kanasai nainainai ada laa .HAHAHA  must RESPECT this men .


okay, guys i think my eyes already ngantok laa .jam pun dah menunjukkan pukol 2.10 am .uwaaaaaa ~ ngantok suda .next time Sally continue writing k .AMACAM ,enjoy read my BLOG 
dont worry i will create it more 'bout me next time oo.okay .ANNYEONG ,NITE TAKE CARE and SARANGHEA <3

-the end-

THE ONE AND THE ONLY ONE

*KEVIN OPPA*

DONT YOU HATE ME

hi everyone .how's  today?been up to much? :")
kinda ,i am sooooo freaking bored today .
ehh , i got something to tell yaa ~ weee .


i am HAPPY today bcause I AM NOT CRYING LIKE CHILDISH AGAIN .wuhuu ~
yala ,usually i will CRYING when i saw HIS picture  maybe my TEARS already DONE *i dont why lorr*
i THINK everybody knews WHOM I MEAN RITE ,wehee ~


okay, everybody have their OBSESSION and EXPERIENCE
like me OBSESS with KOREAN GUYS and HAIRSTYLE *haha*
and my EXPERIENCE was LIKING SOMEONE 


most of my FRIENDS keep asking me especially AH TAY and ZHEZUAN .*bestfriends*
both of they keepppp asking me why am i SINGLE


(*ah tay and zhezuan sit front me and said)
AH TAY     : oi ,amoii , knapa kmu single bahh?
ZHEZUAN : yala ,heran saya .dekat skolh selalu org kacau kmu . trutama skali Stanley .jeles saya 
ME             : bcause no one like me *polah muka sdih*
AH TAY     : aigoo ,siapa cakap .tuuu ,mereka selalu kacau kmu .suka la tuu .
ME             : alaa , mereka tu kwn sya laa .
ZHEZUAN : kamu tak cari .
AH TAY     : yala , try to find laa .klau kmu cari msti dpt .
ME             : ya meh , dah laa .mls sya nak ckap psal tu lagi .huhh 


hmm, miss my PEEPS so much 
dekat skolah MEREKALAH yang beri SUPPORT
when im SAD they will feel it also BUT when im happy go lucky they will happy too .


sometimes , i really reall miss HIM 
everytime before i SLEEP i will saw HIM at my hanphone and accidentally i SMILE 
whether he doesnt LIKE ME ANYMORE but IM STILL LIKE HIM and MY HEART OPEN JUST FOR HIM and i swear I WILL NEVER FORGET HIM TILL THE REST OF MY LIFE .

 THE END

LEMON 

I AM FEEL SO DOWN AND BLUE .JUST READ IT* :"(

ocassionally ,i feel imma a LOSER .
why i must thinkin 'bout HIM 
the TRUTH he does'nt like me either
i am TRY to forget HIM but why i am SO SUCK


"DEAR GOD ,I AM SO WEAK TO FACE ALL THIS , I AM TIRING TO BE WAITING , HONESTLY IT HARD FOR ME TO DISSAPEAR HIM FROM MY MIND . I HURT . PLEASE DEAR GOD U ARE ALMIGHTY PLEASE GIVE ME YOUR GUIDANCE . ONLY TO YOU IM SURRENDER ."


when u come to my mind , i guess you will give me a hope
but IM HOPELESS ~
i read your status was all about someone
when i read your status i dont to get realised bcos i knew that u does not like me so why u want to tell 'bout me 


i thought ,perhaps you read my blog 
fyi , mostly guy love to FOOLIN ME
they will says that im CUTE NICE PRETTY POPULAR and AWESOME
i know that they're not sincere to LOVE me BUT they just want me to MELT and say i want to be their GIRLFRIEND .
NO , IM JUST WAITIN FOR RIGHT GUY
and you are the right that im waitin for 
because u are NICE ATTITUDE INTELLIGENT CLEAN HANDSOME and you are different then others .


when i says that I LIKE YOU u are totally different .
if i says "i like you" with someone else directly they will said ''YAA I LIKE U TOO CAN U BE MY GF U ARE SO CUTE YOU ARE SO NICE PLEASE BE MY GF'' huh ~ they like me bcos they not SINCERE LOVE ME ( hanya memandang rupa )
but ,when i says I LIKE U at you , what u gonna do just SMILE and you said *SHYBOY*
since that day , i know that somethin DIFFERENT and SPEACIAL 'bout you .
im still LIKING YOU UNTIL TODAY.


when i SHARE 'bout my feelin with my friends they will said "EH SALLY APA TUNGGU GIK AJAK LAA GREK'' .
FRIENDS thanks to hear my stories and your support but SORRY I CANT DO THAT bcause if i do that my PRIDE will DROP i have to STAND and CARE  my pride bcause my MUMMY told that '' MENJAGA MARUAH DAN HARGA DIRI ADALAH SANGAT PENTING KEPADA WANITA KERANA WANITA YANG BAIK HANYA UNTUK LELAKI YANG BAIK" . i will remember that till the day i DIE mom <3
and MUMMY said again "TAPI XSALAH MUN KITA SUKA KT SESEORG JUST BE HONEST AT LEAST KITA JUJUR AND RASA LEGA MUN KITA DAH LEPASKAN APA YANG KITA RASA'' i am very lucky bcause GOD GAVE ME MOM LIKE U :")


yaa ~ so i be honest and confess that I LIKE U .
but it SEEMS THAT U DOES'NT LIKE ME .
yaa ~ i know that bcause LEMON baru jak padah ''BOH MENGHARAP GILAK''
and i know that you have to FOCUS on your STUDING .
anyway , i'm still young to have a boyfriend and i never thought that i want a boyfriend .
its okay that your desicion to LIKING SOMEONE i'm not FORCE you to LIKE ME TOO 
i will never GIVEUP bcause i remember what u says MIRACLE WILL HAPPEN :")
actually, ITS NICE TO KNOW U sally xpernah jumpa lakie macam 'LEMON'


so, maybe u are NOT MINE and i will let u GO .
but just one thing IF U LIKE OR LOVE SOMEONE ELSE , LOVE HER TRUTH DEEP INSIDE AND NEVER BREAK THEIR HEART . :") 


SINCERELY sally 

THE END 

Rick and LEMON 

I AM THE ONLY ONE WHO KNOWS MY PAIN

Im trying to erase your scent now
Im trying to find my life now
Can you please take away all the promises you made? Even the petty habits, even the small memories
just like the way you were with that girl
so that only for tonight, id be able to forget you
you place your hand on the hip of first girl you see
in the loud i shout out louder for you
you seem like you dont even hear a thing 

Tonight, ill also forget you for a while
ill erase all the pictures of you and me on my desk
its tiring, i want to escape from you but
why do i keep remembering you? 

When this night completely ends
seems like ill be left alone in my room
seems like ill be crying like a fool
i still see you in my dreams
now ill let you goyou shouldnt look for me again either 

HAH ,TERSALAH CAKAP >.<''

OH , SHIT .i am so embarraced bila Sally salah cakap kat Lemon .HAHA lol

aduuu, malu ehhh .

Sally mok padah Sally xsuka lakie nok kenja tapi lupak mok tekan 'X' .

err ,mesti nya pikey lain .adoo .>.<'

WHAT AM I DOING! STUPID LAA .EE malu ehh .

huh ~ lemon will think that im a BAD GIRL . 

HAH BODOH LA KAMU SALLY  ' little cousin said '

mesti Lemon lue pdh lam ati daktok 'ALA, REJECT LA'

oh , lemon i hope that u'll never say like that .PLEASE .haha LOL >.<'

Honestly, I LOVE YOU :")

FIRST MEET

okay, today i wanna tell something 'bout the person that i really really LIKE.

his name was Raymond Law also known as Lemon .

he was nice person , caring and stylish .

i knew him during K-POP competition at Bintulu .

he was a dancer .great dancer but unfortunetly, their group got consolation prize only :"( .

what my opinion , their group better than others group laa .

i dont know why judges damn stupid and mybe blind didnt choosed their group . haiyaa~~

KNOWING HIM FROM FACEBOOK

sometimes, when i saw he was online, i feel that i want to chat with him .

but , because of AFRAID and SHY sally tak dpat apa2 .just puteh mata oo  .huh ~

anything  that i posted at my wall  he will LIKE it .

but , he didnt knew that everything i put as my status it was all about him .

HIS STATUS IS ALL 'BOUT...

when i read  about his status , its seems that he mean someone .

status dia banyak emotional laa , but memang beruntung laa 'perempuan' yg selalu dia crita tuu . 

But, sometimes sally perasan laa bila baca status dia .HAHA .annoying kan~ :D :D

DEACTIVATED FB , OH NOOOO~

yaa , sudah menjdi kepastian buat sally bila jer waktu online directly view dia punya fb .

but, that day i can't open view his fb .when i click click click ` THE PAGE WAS NOT FOUND`

hahhh , whatttttttt~~ im sreaming .

firstly, i thought that he was BLOCKing me .

but, HAHA , no laa .dia deactived fb dia .HAHAHA HAHA *happy*

masa tuu cun jugak dia online so, he tell me that he want to deactived his fb .huh ~ lega rasanya 

that makes me really happiest time both of us chit chat :

RAYMOND : kmk mok deactived fb tok . :)

ME               : aie,, kenak :"(

RAYMOND : terpaksa .ada jak klayi lak .

ME               : terpaksa? .klayi? spa klayi?

RAYMOND : ada laa org ya mdh kmk kaco grek nya .

ME               : oh, ktk nang kaco grek nya nak :D

RAYMOND : aiee, neda .ehh, mn ktk da pa2 text me kaa tok num ka ********** :)

ME               : oh, okay .thanks :)  

START TEXTING HIM >.<

wahh ~ first2 ,sally takut nak text .malu baa >.< HAHA 

then , as usually tanya nya apahal xactive fb gik .

texting punya texting nya xeply maybe i think his credit done ordy . :")

but, lastly my watch shown 12.25 am suddenly `NEW MESSAGE FROM LEMON`

open and he wrote GUDNITE DEAR, T'CARE . :")

                                 ~THE END~

THIS IS MY CONFESSION

Some say it's not over `till it's over
guess this is really over now
there's something I gotta say before I let u go
Listen


when u have a fight with her
sometimes u cry
and feel sad and blue
I become hopeful
my heart aches secretly
then just a hint of your smile
can make me feel fine again
to keep u from figuring out how I feel about u
i hold my breath, bite my lips
baby, please leave her and come to me


dear, please don't take her hand
because u should be mine
I've been waiting for you for so long
please look at me now


u never knew how I felt about you
and i hated u so
sometimes I wished u would be unhappy


now, I have no more tear left to cry
when i'm by myself I talk to u like u're here
I've felt so restless every night
maybe I`ve known all along this would happen
I close my eyes and dream an endless dream
please leave her and come to me 


so now, the rest of your life with her
please be happy with her
so that I can forget u althought its hard for me to let u go
please forget how miserable I looked
It's going to be unbearably hard for me
for a long while to come </3
`i hope u read this and let u know how much u mean to me` =,='

kang minhyuk (CNBLUE)