ONE DAY U WILL UNDERSTAND, MAYBE

YEAYYYY ~ NOVEMBER .Lastly , my LOVELY month come again .haha LOL .Kinda ~ November was a very CUTE months .I dont know why EVERY years in NOVEMBER its really MEANT for me .A lot of  happiness and SADNESS happen and i HOPE for this year , NOVEMBER PLEASE DONT MAKE ME SADNESS BUT MAKE ME A LOT LOT LOT OF HAPPINESS things happen :')

ON OCTOBER

P/S : im sorry SALLY  LUAHKAN APA YG SALLY RASA AND I HOPE THAT NO ONE GET HURT

Okay ~ A lots of things happen in this months .HAPPINESS , SADNESS , STRESSED , HOPELESS and WHATEVER laa .hee ~ .In OCTOBER i like someone .Eventhough he's not my FIRST guys that i like but I TRUST and IM SURE he is my FIRST love .I dont know why im still THINKING about him .Maybe , because of love of first sight .I am try to forget him in my MIND but kindaly , why its so HARD for me .Every night before i sleep , i close my eyes and pray, hope that tomorrow no more SADNESS no more PAINFUL no more DISSAPONTED and no more HOPELESS but nothing CHANGE . my feel still SADNESS .Every day i hope that MIRACLE WILL HAPPEN IN MY LIFE but THERE STILL NOTHING HAPPEN .WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY .Sometimes i TOLD to myself .It Such as WASTE to thinking someone who doesnt thinking about me .Honestly, im WEAK when i see HIM .When i read he's  STATUS it seem that he MEANT someones .His status more about HER .And immediately why im feel BAD and little jealous and that make me LAZY to online :'( But who i am to get MAD and JEALOUS .Thats he's RIGHT to post ANYTHING as their STATUS . i just can keep my MOUTH SHUT and be PATIENT .I AM SO TERRIBLE :'( .Im so EMBARRASING with him .yalaa ~mesti nya pikir Sally tok jak yang OVERACTING ngan nya kan because my blog was all about him everydays im talk about HIM .Im sure he just now HATE me so much .I know mesti nya padah Sally tok ngegeh ngegeh jak cita pasal nya lam BLOG .It okay .IM FINE .heheh .*pretend to smile* .Even im HURTED i just let it be .I MISS u .Im trying to be HAPPY but again u make me CRYING .Im crying not because of your FAULT .but my FAULT actually .I am to easy to FALL IN LOVE :'( .First i said that I LIKE YOU , i think TWICE .Should i tell u that i LIKE you? .At last , i tell you i like u and u said that SUKA SBAGAI KAWAN OR . . . .  and I said that SUKA SEBAGAI . . .  :'(  .Kalau lah masa dapat DIPUTAR balit , Sally mok tarik balik apa yang Sally padah ngan nya .Honestly , Sally rasa MALU ngan nya .Rasa macam dah jatuh jak MARUAH sally sebagai PEREMPUAN .Time nya padah BOH MENGHARAP GILAK Sally rasa malu alu alu .Sepatutnya, Sally simpan jak PERASAAN sally yaa ~ TAPI , makin Sally simpan rasa ya honestly , Sally rasa Sally TERUK .And i think twice .Sally xmaok mcm zselan dolok .Sally simpan jak rasa SUKA sally ngan nya bertahun-tahun .Dalam tahun yaa Sally rasa KECEWA alu mun nangga nya wall to wall ngn perempuan lain , comment-comment , baca nya pun STATUS and nok Sally paling SEDIH alu STATUS NYA ANOK SALLY then Sally ngga  nya dah IN A RELATIONSHIP ngn perempuan lain .Only GOD know how much BROKEN HEART that i felt .So, that why i make my decision to be HONEST and say that I LIKE YOU to _ _ _ _ _ .But , Same .im hopeless and dissapointed for the second times .Actually , im not that DESPERATED as u think .IM LONELY :'( .My friends IGNORING ME :'( .No one CARES about me :'( .IM JUST LOOKING and WANT SOMEONE TO LOVING ME and cares about me .Now, im really feel EMPTY .I know Who i am .No one like me :'( .My friends HATE me :'( .Everybody HATED me :'( .I have nobody except my FAMILY .What i mean someone who more than friends . When im bored i will look at the SKY and see beautiful shining STAR .Usually , when im miss somone i will talk to the STAR .Just like STUPID GIRL talking ALONE with STAR .But , i feel good after that .i love star and always be my bestfriends .Only STAR knew what im feel and my SECRET .Even though i know u love someone else u could never know the PAIN that i felt .You probably never think of me at all .And i know we have no memories, BUT in the ends only my TEARS fall .Actually, love like a river of tears .That will flow whenever u are not here :'( .Even though your heart will never be MINE but its ENOUGH just seeing you SMILE and HAPPY with someone you like just now :) .err ~ okay PARADISE song will REMEMBER ME about you .INSPIRIT <3  .Kinda ~ denga banyak kali pun lagu ya memang xkan BORING and ALWAYS remember me SUNGGYU oppa .Haiss ~ always in my heart*sung gyu* .BEING HURT IS TIRING .I always PRAY that ONEDAY someone like SUNGGYU will come in my LIFE .He can SING for me when im SAD . Okay, i think that all for today .Kinda ~ this was what feel on OCTOBER .never feel HAPPINESS rite? .all my daily life end with hopeless and dissapointed .So , new MONTH for the NEW HOPE. and i HOPE that NOVEMBER will be my Happiness , Lucky and and FULL WITH HOPEFUL months .*god willing me* . 03.40 am  .uwaaa ~ im feel so sleepy .So , BUBBYE October i wanna SLEEP .and I hope tomorrow MIRACLE WILL HAPPEN TO ME .Gudnite , take care .~ ANNYEONG~ :"( 

i may not show it , but i care about you, alot more than you THINK  :'(

JUST READ IT .I HAVE NO IDEA BOUT THE TITTLE

Okay , every night im SAD haiss what a BAD feelin .kinda ~ im alone and lonely .My OMMA and OPPA trip to SIBU . ==' 
Ada kawan tapi mcm takda KAWAN haiss , they enjoy with their LIFE but me haiss just forget 'bout that laa .


Im feel SADLY because i more LISTENING sad SONG piano version maybe ,kinda ~ all of the song was GREAT and TOUCHED when we hear it . ==' .When im listen to PARADISE by INFINITE piano version  i feel like more peacefully , feelin alive and a little SAD laa ==
BUT when im listen to BECAUSE IM STUPID by SS501 waa ~ automatically im cheerful and i imagine that i was with KIM HYUN JOONG .*LOL* .im sure if u listen to because im stupid piano version , Sally gerenti all of u will LOVE this song .^^,


But , my SCAR in my heart still PAIN .*yerr* .No people cant feel what each others feel .They just can say * yaa ~ i know what u feel bout* but fact , they doesnt feel it actually .They just PRETEND to knew what we feel .Sometimes we just say IM FINE because its difficult to find someone who  actually LISTEN and CARES about our LIFE .yaa ~ just like me nobody knews what im feel just now .Many things i had to FACE by myself .My FRIENDS , FAMILY all of the importance for me BUT .............
Especially my FRIENDS ,when im SAD i thought they will stand by my side BUT they enjoy will their BF/GF .Im feel very LONELY .Sometimes i want to LUAHKAN PERASAAN at somebody but WHOM?.Now , im really LONELY .IM so freaking LONELY . =='


I dont know what WRONG with me .Im feel so BAD, DOWN, MUDDY *whatwrongwithusallyfuck!*
Plus, maybe i cant forget HIM .yaa ~ im admit that sometimes im JEALOUS when i READ his status. I know imma such as JERK but honestly , that was im feel baa .I can LIE my friends BUT i cant LIE myself .its the truth im JEALOUS .*sorry :(* .I still REMEMBER what my AUNT told that love of first sight not easy to forget  ~ damn its true >.< .
" IM NOT INTERESTED INLOVE BUT LIKE ,SERIOUSLY .yea ~ my brother made a slogan for me . Well ,that true bhaa im not interested in love but when i like someone i like them seriously .err ~ accidentally , i miss my BROTHER .What are he doing just now? .^^ .


Before this , i like someone .BUT its all dissapear and flew far far away because he already has a GF .So , im STOP liking him and its good way for me .Then , i met someone and he opened my heart to liking someone again .*yerrdeh* .BUT , yaa ~also the same he likes someone else .Every people that i like at the END im HOPELESS *im just liking them only xterpikir mok gerek pun* .Sometimes when i said that i like them , i just waitin them to said that they like me too , just that word i want nothing else but kinda ,the words that can be describe me is HOPELESS .It okay baa , i KNOW who i am . I have to ACCEPTED the fate . :) 


haiss ~ i cant STOP listening because im STUPID .That song was very SPECIAL baa .First i knew that song when im watchin BOY OVER FLOWER .apuuu , YEPPOYO actress such as lee minho , kimbun and kimjun .Did u know what mean "yeppoyo"  .Yeppoyo means CUTE liao .>.<
I wish someday i will got KOREAN GUY .*god willing me* .
Haiss ~ im worried 'bout my health .Cuaca pun tidak menentu .Sometimes my nose bleeding cause its too HOT .Every month i have an appoiment with DOCTOR .He said that my blood result was very HIGH and makin TERUK  .*im worry* maybe i did not eat medicine that he gave to me or maybe i think to much .Every day i have to wakeup early morning to eat medicine kinda lazy laa .==' .But i have to throw away my LAZY attitude . just what my PAPA said " mun xmakan ubat sendiri yang sakit bukan papa oo remember that " yaa paa i remember that .err ~ i think no need to no laa Sally sakit apa .Okay .kinda ~ my tears going out already .nadai mood mau UPDATED my blog .thanks for READING . :'( :'( 

ILY

ONE DAY I WILL ...

annyeong , jeoneun dangsin i geuliwoyo? *yerr jadi korean jap* hee~

Okay ,tonight hmm ,feelin better i am start to feel alive but a little bit headache coz flu .

My nose full with FLUID but haha i like that .i like to hear my voice SENGAU . xD

I LIKE TO PLAY PIANO bcause the sound was ROMANTIC and SMOOTH .actually , i WANT my papa to buy one PIANO for me but i SCARE to ask a favor .its okay ,when my BIRTHDAY come then , i will ask him to buy it .yeay ~ .On weekend , i will visited my grandma .well ~ at her house ada PIANO .time yalah Sally try main PIANO .Sally teringin gilak-gilak mok COVER lagu wedding dress by TAEYANG .Sometimes , i research at YOUTUBE how to playin PIANO .when i saw them play it ,wooow they looked so GREAT and its AWESOME .>w< .

IM JEALOUS when i saw my CUZZY can play PIANO very well .She told me that she will TEACH me when i already have a PIANO then, we can play it together .Usually , my CUZZY always playing PIANO for her BOYFRIEND and she will SING .haha ~*funny but romantic oo* .

Sometimes , Sally teringin juak mok main PIANO untuk seseorg BUT i have to learn more how to playin piano first , then when im PASS i will play it FOR YOU yaa JUST FOR YOU . :') .

Kinda ~ its FUN to playin PIANO .it can release our tenson and we can do what kind of sound and it AMAZING . xsaba mok suruh papa beli PIANO .If i got the PIANO ,the first song i will cover is PARADISE by INFINITE .ada kat YOUTUBE , girl 16 years old cover lagu paradise haiss , she's so GREAT ehh nothin else i can say . >m<

If i given a choice to choose guy that play GUITAR or PIANO , i would prefer to choose guy that can play PIANO .yaa ~ i like guys that can play PIANO .memang best laa klau dpt GEREK yang pandai main PIANO , uweeee ~

err ~ i think its enough for me tonight .im feel so sleepy and weak today maybe cause of flu .okay , i will continue writing when i get well soon .BUBBYe ,annyeong :')

ITS ALL ABOUT FRIENDSHIP

ANNYEONG peeps .how's today? feelin gud :')
err~ kinda tonight im feelin BAD and TOUCHED


While im HANGOUT with me FRIENDS ,deep inside my HEART i feel JEALOUS when i saw them TOGETHER .I knew it such as WEIRD feelin but everybody have their OWN feeling kan .Mun sally tauk cdak ya tek BRING their GEREK xda sally mok EKOT >w<'' sally sorang2 jak jalan kat blakang cdak D: usually ,when we HAPPY with our BF/GF we will forget our FRIENDS but when we in TROUBLE or SAD or CLASH baruk mok carik KAWAN masa takorg HAPPY ,kawan dilupa, kawan ditinggal sorang2 .YAKAH NAMA KAWAN?huh ~*annoying* .


At the same time while we ate at SUSHI KING ,directly my friend said 
ASHLEY : sally where u BF?.its seem that u SINGLE.u didnt feel ALONE kaa?'
ME           : nope .ee ,im lazy to talk 'bou that laa .although wht hppen my BF still YOSEOP .haha
ASHLEY : weyy ,im seriouslaa .
ME          : im serious too .
ASHLEY : or maybe , kamu tak laku .takda org suka! haha ,*i stll remember wht u told ashley*


FRIENDS ,how could u say that .i have no IDEA what u talking 'bout .HOW DARE U D: .only GOD knows EVERYTHING .dalam hati teringin mok mdh "fyi, how much people inbox ,chat ,text to invite me to be their GF but I STILL SAY NO because i know IM SPECIAL AND LIMITED EDITION *hanya lakie yang TERTENTU and MAMPU to get me* .But look at you Ashley ,how many MENS that u had HOLDING their HAND how many shoulder that u had EMBRACED how much guys that u had HUG ,where your PRIDE? ."


kinda ~ it such as waste  to have a BF now .we are still young baa .all we have to do is STUDY alot .Capai lok impian Sally and when it comes true haa baru laa carik BF kan2 :') .


Ashley, u wanna know why i still doesnt has a BF .because i want to be like ROSES .BEAUTIFUL SMELLY but SUKAR UNTUK DISENTUH .yaa~ sukar untuk sentuh OLEH LELAKI! u get it ASHLEY! .Im not like u Ashley" .We are totally different .In my opinion , yaa~ memang Sally xlaku bcause i choose guy that really2 good for me bha.I DONT CARE what people gonna say *dosa sendiri yang tanggung* .Cdak mok madah xlaku kaa, xpopular kaa ,xda org suka kaa AM I CARE because i TRUST that one GOD WILL SEND ME A SPECIAL GUY AND IM READY TO SAY YES .

my inspiration*i dont know why when i saw him i am spirited to live

iloveyou

GIRLS CRY FOR A REASON*guys read it*

hee~ just for example oo ^^v

WHEN GIRL CRYING 

Okay, hi everyone .Tonight i wanna SHARE somethin 'bout my feelin .yaa ~ everybody have their feelin to CRY rite especially GIRLS? .accidentally , your TEARS will come OUT and u feel so BLUE .U will CRYING when someone HURT u or maybe BAD things happen to you .

Seriously , its HARD to COAXING a girl when they are SULKILY. .Actually ,girls not EASILY to cryring .They CRY for a REASON .

When girl crying FRONT you , look through their eyes .Can u feel apa yang dia rasa?. Did u ever try to UNDERSTAND what she feel 'bout? .*berbaloi kaa dia menangis dihadapan kamu, hanya kerana kamu? *fikirkan* 

Girl crying DOESNT mean they are WEAK

They CRY  not because they want SYMPATY and PITY 

They CRYING because they cant AFFORD to SAVE it in their HEART.

GUYS,

cuba ambil masa untuk BERFIKIR

If u are ARE the ONE that make SHE's CRYING so , now its BETTER u realize where u DID WRONG .Think 'bout its now because ONE DAY it LATE for u to REGRET and its too LATE to you APOLOGISE .

GUYS,

if ur GF CRYING please ,dont let she ALONE*beradalah di sisi dia, menemanilah dia ,coz dialah yg akn SETIA till the day u DIE .

GUYS,

dont TRY to play with their HEART kerana HATI WANITA LEMBUT SEPERTI COKELAT you will make they CRY and SUFFER .

for GIRL , its EASY to PRETEND that they was FORGOT their EX but NOT EASY FOR THEM TO DISSAPEAR THE SCARS AT THEIR HEART .

P/S : LELAKI ,FIKIR2 KAN LAH SEBELOM MEMBUAT PEREMPUAN MENANGIS :")

IM OKAY

waa~ my cute BUG bunny watch shown the TIME was 1.30 am
BUT why my EYES still cant SLEEP aa *something wrong with my eyes xD*
okay , i am really SATISFIED what he said to me just now .
nahh, that true bah he like SOMEONE else .
at least , he tell me the truth that he like someone its BETTER laa sbelom Sally makin PERASAN xD


 when he said " i like a girl its been 4 years i like her but still nothing happen" i accidentally feel pity to HIM 

so, now i know why his STATUS more says IM WAITING~
that GIRL was very LUCKY bcoz someone waiting for HER until today *luckyluckylucky*
i dont know why that GIRL doesnt LIKE him 
he's NICE BAHH HANSOME INTELLIGENT gik yaa huuu ~


some people says that IN A RELATIONSHIP was AWESOME and some says BORING*i dont know bcoz i never feel it before*
for me its better SINGLE bcoz i can do anything what i WANT and no one can HURT me 
but eventhough IM SINGLE sally tak cakap laa kt SEMUA org sally SINGLE *just keep it up*
im single but im not brag about . it its better not to tell .
Usually, we can see that many people will says they was SINGLE and put as their STATUS haha lol actually teringin Sally mok padah  " u are single but u want to tell the whole world that u are single .For what? u think that people can terus become ur gerek kaa? If it does, gerenti tak sampai sebulan dah putus " .~ haha >.<


talk 'bout GEREK .sometimes when we choose wrong  person we can get TROUBLE .yaa ~ that true oo .just like my FRIEND he's GIRLFRIEND was 'gold digger' everytime when they hangout my friend will spend all his MONEY to his girl for shopping .and i said " oi, why u spend all ur money haa? and he said "i love her baa " . ==''
kalau Sally laa oo , if im RICH i will donate to all the poor and the orphans and then i will be known for doing good things and be call DATIN SALLY muka saya mcm jahat tpi hati baikk tolong org .HAHA xDxDxD


err ~ i MISS my BROTHER .at midnight he gave me ONE MESSAGE " sally abg pat g KOREA ehh:D " huh~ WHAT THE HECK im so fuckin jealous ooo . its sokay laa one day i will and i CAN  go there HELLO KOREA HERE I COME *god willing me*
most thing i miss my brother when he get ANGRY he will NEVER say 'jibai' or 'lanjiao' to anybody including me BUT shit kanasai nainainai ada laa .HAHAHA  must RESPECT this men .


okay, guys i think my eyes already ngantok laa .jam pun dah menunjukkan pukol 2.10 am .uwaaaaaa ~ ngantok suda .next time Sally continue writing k .AMACAM ,enjoy read my BLOG 
dont worry i will create it more 'bout me next time oo.okay .ANNYEONG ,NITE TAKE CARE and SARANGHEA <3

-the end-

THE ONE AND THE ONLY ONE

*KEVIN OPPA*

DONT YOU HATE ME

hi everyone .how's  today?been up to much? :")
kinda ,i am sooooo freaking bored today .
ehh , i got something to tell yaa ~ weee .


i am HAPPY today bcause I AM NOT CRYING LIKE CHILDISH AGAIN .wuhuu ~
yala ,usually i will CRYING when i saw HIS picture  maybe my TEARS already DONE *i dont why lorr*
i THINK everybody knews WHOM I MEAN RITE ,wehee ~


okay, everybody have their OBSESSION and EXPERIENCE
like me OBSESS with KOREAN GUYS and HAIRSTYLE *haha*
and my EXPERIENCE was LIKING SOMEONE 


most of my FRIENDS keep asking me especially AH TAY and ZHEZUAN .*bestfriends*
both of they keepppp asking me why am i SINGLE


(*ah tay and zhezuan sit front me and said)
AH TAY     : oi ,amoii , knapa kmu single bahh?
ZHEZUAN : yala ,heran saya .dekat skolh selalu org kacau kmu . trutama skali Stanley .jeles saya 
ME             : bcause no one like me *polah muka sdih*
AH TAY     : aigoo ,siapa cakap .tuuu ,mereka selalu kacau kmu .suka la tuu .
ME             : alaa , mereka tu kwn sya laa .
ZHEZUAN : kamu tak cari .
AH TAY     : yala , try to find laa .klau kmu cari msti dpt .
ME             : ya meh , dah laa .mls sya nak ckap psal tu lagi .huhh 


hmm, miss my PEEPS so much 
dekat skolah MEREKALAH yang beri SUPPORT
when im SAD they will feel it also BUT when im happy go lucky they will happy too .


sometimes , i really reall miss HIM 
everytime before i SLEEP i will saw HIM at my hanphone and accidentally i SMILE 
whether he doesnt LIKE ME ANYMORE but IM STILL LIKE HIM and MY HEART OPEN JUST FOR HIM and i swear I WILL NEVER FORGET HIM TILL THE REST OF MY LIFE .

 THE END

LEMON 

I AM FEEL SO DOWN AND BLUE .JUST READ IT* :"(

ocassionally ,i feel imma a LOSER .
why i must thinkin 'bout HIM 
the TRUTH he does'nt like me either
i am TRY to forget HIM but why i am SO SUCK


"DEAR GOD ,I AM SO WEAK TO FACE ALL THIS , I AM TIRING TO BE WAITING , HONESTLY IT HARD FOR ME TO DISSAPEAR HIM FROM MY MIND . I HURT . PLEASE DEAR GOD U ARE ALMIGHTY PLEASE GIVE ME YOUR GUIDANCE . ONLY TO YOU IM SURRENDER ."


when u come to my mind , i guess you will give me a hope
but IM HOPELESS ~
i read your status was all about someone
when i read your status i dont to get realised bcos i knew that u does not like me so why u want to tell 'bout me 


i thought ,perhaps you read my blog 
fyi , mostly guy love to FOOLIN ME
they will says that im CUTE NICE PRETTY POPULAR and AWESOME
i know that they're not sincere to LOVE me BUT they just want me to MELT and say i want to be their GIRLFRIEND .
NO , IM JUST WAITIN FOR RIGHT GUY
and you are the right that im waitin for 
because u are NICE ATTITUDE INTELLIGENT CLEAN HANDSOME and you are different then others .


when i says that I LIKE YOU u are totally different .
if i says "i like you" with someone else directly they will said ''YAA I LIKE U TOO CAN U BE MY GF U ARE SO CUTE YOU ARE SO NICE PLEASE BE MY GF'' huh ~ they like me bcos they not SINCERE LOVE ME ( hanya memandang rupa )
but ,when i says I LIKE U at you , what u gonna do just SMILE and you said *SHYBOY*
since that day , i know that somethin DIFFERENT and SPEACIAL 'bout you .
im still LIKING YOU UNTIL TODAY.


when i SHARE 'bout my feelin with my friends they will said "EH SALLY APA TUNGGU GIK AJAK LAA GREK'' .
FRIENDS thanks to hear my stories and your support but SORRY I CANT DO THAT bcause if i do that my PRIDE will DROP i have to STAND and CARE  my pride bcause my MUMMY told that '' MENJAGA MARUAH DAN HARGA DIRI ADALAH SANGAT PENTING KEPADA WANITA KERANA WANITA YANG BAIK HANYA UNTUK LELAKI YANG BAIK" . i will remember that till the day i DIE mom <3
and MUMMY said again "TAPI XSALAH MUN KITA SUKA KT SESEORG JUST BE HONEST AT LEAST KITA JUJUR AND RASA LEGA MUN KITA DAH LEPASKAN APA YANG KITA RASA'' i am very lucky bcause GOD GAVE ME MOM LIKE U :")


yaa ~ so i be honest and confess that I LIKE U .
but it SEEMS THAT U DOES'NT LIKE ME .
yaa ~ i know that bcause LEMON baru jak padah ''BOH MENGHARAP GILAK''
and i know that you have to FOCUS on your STUDING .
anyway , i'm still young to have a boyfriend and i never thought that i want a boyfriend .
its okay that your desicion to LIKING SOMEONE i'm not FORCE you to LIKE ME TOO 
i will never GIVEUP bcause i remember what u says MIRACLE WILL HAPPEN :")
actually, ITS NICE TO KNOW U sally xpernah jumpa lakie macam 'LEMON'


so, maybe u are NOT MINE and i will let u GO .
but just one thing IF U LIKE OR LOVE SOMEONE ELSE , LOVE HER TRUTH DEEP INSIDE AND NEVER BREAK THEIR HEART . :") 


SINCERELY sally 

THE END 

Rick and LEMON 

I AM THE ONLY ONE WHO KNOWS MY PAIN

Im trying to erase your scent now
Im trying to find my life now
Can you please take away all the promises you made? Even the petty habits, even the small memories
just like the way you were with that girl
so that only for tonight, id be able to forget you
you place your hand on the hip of first girl you see
in the loud i shout out louder for you
you seem like you dont even hear a thing 

Tonight, ill also forget you for a while
ill erase all the pictures of you and me on my desk
its tiring, i want to escape from you but
why do i keep remembering you? 

When this night completely ends
seems like ill be left alone in my room
seems like ill be crying like a fool
i still see you in my dreams
now ill let you goyou shouldnt look for me again either 

HAH ,TERSALAH CAKAP >.<''

OH , SHIT .i am so embarraced bila Sally salah cakap kat Lemon .HAHA lol

aduuu, malu ehhh .

Sally mok padah Sally xsuka lakie nok kenja tapi lupak mok tekan 'X' .

err ,mesti nya pikey lain .adoo .>.<'

WHAT AM I DOING! STUPID LAA .EE malu ehh .

huh ~ lemon will think that im a BAD GIRL . 

HAH BODOH LA KAMU SALLY  ' little cousin said '

mesti Lemon lue pdh lam ati daktok 'ALA, REJECT LA'

oh , lemon i hope that u'll never say like that .PLEASE .haha LOL >.<'

Honestly, I LOVE YOU :")

FIRST MEET

okay, today i wanna tell something 'bout the person that i really really LIKE.

his name was Raymond Law also known as Lemon .

he was nice person , caring and stylish .

i knew him during K-POP competition at Bintulu .

he was a dancer .great dancer but unfortunetly, their group got consolation prize only :"( .

what my opinion , their group better than others group laa .

i dont know why judges damn stupid and mybe blind didnt choosed their group . haiyaa~~

KNOWING HIM FROM FACEBOOK

sometimes, when i saw he was online, i feel that i want to chat with him .

but , because of AFRAID and SHY sally tak dpat apa2 .just puteh mata oo  .huh ~

anything  that i posted at my wall  he will LIKE it .

but , he didnt knew that everything i put as my status it was all about him .

HIS STATUS IS ALL 'BOUT...

when i read  about his status , its seems that he mean someone .

status dia banyak emotional laa , but memang beruntung laa 'perempuan' yg selalu dia crita tuu . 

But, sometimes sally perasan laa bila baca status dia .HAHA .annoying kan~ :D :D

DEACTIVATED FB , OH NOOOO~

yaa , sudah menjdi kepastian buat sally bila jer waktu online directly view dia punya fb .

but, that day i can't open view his fb .when i click click click ` THE PAGE WAS NOT FOUND`

hahhh , whatttttttt~~ im sreaming .

firstly, i thought that he was BLOCKing me .

but, HAHA , no laa .dia deactived fb dia .HAHAHA HAHA *happy*

masa tuu cun jugak dia online so, he tell me that he want to deactived his fb .huh ~ lega rasanya 

that makes me really happiest time both of us chit chat :

RAYMOND : kmk mok deactived fb tok . :)

ME               : aie,, kenak :"(

RAYMOND : terpaksa .ada jak klayi lak .

ME               : terpaksa? .klayi? spa klayi?

RAYMOND : ada laa org ya mdh kmk kaco grek nya .

ME               : oh, ktk nang kaco grek nya nak :D

RAYMOND : aiee, neda .ehh, mn ktk da pa2 text me kaa tok num ka ********** :)

ME               : oh, okay .thanks :)  

START TEXTING HIM >.<

wahh ~ first2 ,sally takut nak text .malu baa >.< HAHA 

then , as usually tanya nya apahal xactive fb gik .

texting punya texting nya xeply maybe i think his credit done ordy . :")

but, lastly my watch shown 12.25 am suddenly `NEW MESSAGE FROM LEMON`

open and he wrote GUDNITE DEAR, T'CARE . :")

                                 ~THE END~