Ada kawan tapi mcm takda KAWAN haiss , they enjoy with their LIFE but me haiss just forget 'bout that laa .
Im feel SADLY because i more LISTENING sad SONG piano version maybe ,kinda ~ all of the song was GREAT and TOUCHED when we hear it . ==' .When im listen to PARADISE by INFINITE piano version i feel like more peacefully , feelin alive and a little SAD laa ==
BUT when im listen to BECAUSE IM STUPID by SS501 waa ~ automatically im cheerful and i imagine that i was with KIM HYUN JOONG .*LOL* .im sure if u listen to because im stupid piano version , Sally gerenti all of u will LOVE this song .^^,
But , my SCAR in my heart still PAIN .*yerr* .No people cant feel what each others feel .They just can say * yaa ~ i know what u feel bout* but fact , they doesnt feel it actually .They just PRETEND to knew what we feel .Sometimes we just say
Especially my FRIENDS ,when im SAD i thought they will stand by my side BUT they enjoy will their BF/GF .Im feel very LONELY .Sometimes i want to LUAHKAN PERASAAN at somebody but WHOM?.Now , im really LONELY .IM so freaking LONELY . =='
I dont know what WRONG with me .Im feel so BAD, DOWN, MUDDY *whatwrongwithusallyfuck!*
Plus, maybe i cant forget HIM .yaa ~ im admit that sometimes im JEALOUS when i READ his status. I know imma such as JERK but honestly , that was im feel baa .I can LIE my friends BUT i cant LIE myself .its the truth im JEALOUS .*sorry :(* .I still REMEMBER what my AUNT told that love of first sight not easy to forget ~ damn its true >.< .
" IM NOT INTERESTED INLOVE BUT LIKE ,SERIOUSLY .yea ~ my brother made a slogan for me . Well ,that true bhaa im not interested in love but when i like someone i like them seriously .err ~ accidentally , i miss my BROTHER .What are he doing just now? .^^ .
Before this , i like someone .BUT its all dissapear and flew far far away because he already has a GF .So , im STOP liking him and its good way for me .Then , i met someone and he opened my heart to liking someone again .*yerrdeh* .BUT , yaa ~also the same he likes someone else .Every people that i like at the END im HOPELESS *im just liking them only xterpikir mok gerek pun* .Sometimes when i said that i like them , i just waitin them to said that they like me too , just that word i want nothing else but kinda ,the words that can be describe me is HOPELESS .It okay baa , i KNOW who i am . I have to ACCEPTED the fate . :)
haiss ~ i cant STOP listening because im STUPID .That song was very SPECIAL baa .First i knew that song when im watchin BOY OVER FLOWER .apuuu , YEPPOYO actress such as lee minho , kimbun and kimjun .Did u know what mean "yeppoyo" .Yeppoyo means CUTE liao .>.<
I wish someday i will got KOREAN GUY .*god willing me* .
Haiss ~ im worried 'bout my health .Cuaca pun tidak menentu .Sometimes my nose bleeding cause its too HOT .Every month i have an appoiment with DOCTOR .He said that my blood result was very HIGH and makin TERUK .*im worry* maybe i did not eat medicine that he gave to me or maybe i think to much .Every day i have to wakeup early morning to eat medicine kinda lazy laa .==' .But i have to throw away my LAZY attitude . just what my PAPA said " mun xmakan ubat sendiri yang sakit bukan papa oo remember that " yaa paa i remember that .err ~ i think no need to no laa Sally sakit apa .Okay .kinda ~ my tears going out already .nadai mood mau UPDATED my blog .thanks for READING . :'( :'(